May 2011
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London. Reflection after two years
The first time you move here you think it’s brilliant. Everyone’s from a dream. You start slutting around, you date five guys at a time, you get into relationships and find yourself still watching out for the spectacle.
But then you begin to realise the monotonous continuity of it. And all of a sudden, they look the same, and all are equally full of shit. They smell the same, and all...
February 2011
6 posts
Attacking femaleness, deriding ‘girly stuff’ and rolling your eyes at ‘women’s...
– Emily Maguire, Introduction to “Female Chauvinist Pigs: Women and the Rise of Raunch Culture 2010 Edition.” (via starsgowaltzing)
Only two weeks have passed since I’ve received my money and already am I scaping together the last crumbs of bread crust. It’s never been a secret that London is a money sucker but you’d expect people to get better with money at some point. I just get worse day by day.
I’m off to a sympathetic friend. We agreed that he gets the food and I use my magic hand to wank a lovely...
"..news people have boggled away exhaustively over...
Laurie Penny in the New Statesman
January 2011
3 posts
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"All is constructed." Gaston Bachelard
(La formation de l’esprit scientifique, 1934)
At times I have to remember this. It may be difficult to see how it may help someone, but I believe a being completely led by one’s own/someone else’s emotions must remind him or herself of the physicality of this world. And that even the seemingly most complex emotion is grounded on a constructed image of how we are to see the...
I just remembered, when I was 13 one day a friend of mine who was older came up to me:
‘you just put in your finger and then go up, kind of round the corner. That’s where it is, the G-Spot. You can feel it, it’s like a little bump’
I knew I’d never be into that.
December 2010
9 posts
“It’s a great piece (you can read the whole thing here) and, as Greenslade points out, Dunham’s photo is “one of those shots that will surely appear endlessly in future”: It will have historical value and be republished endlessly in future because it catches a moment in the political life of Britain and the life of the heir to the throne.” (Guardian)
The...
Joke of the Day
”The former vice-presidential candidate Sarah Palin has described Assange as “an anti-American operative with blood on his hands” (Guardian)
Seriously, Sarah Palin has made half of my days this year. That girl’s missed a few American History classes.
I love books, the solid substance of the work of...
Pablo Neruda, Memoirs (1978)
"The photograph shows everything that can be seen...
November 2010
6 posts
If only Tel-Aviv wasn't plagued by war...
If only Palestinians had their own state. If only Palestinians had their own rights. If only Arab Jews were given equal rights in Israel. If only Palestinians weren’t plagued by oppression and a humanitarian catastrophe imposed by the Israeli state.If only Palestinians weren’t treated like animal shit.
myownpersonaljesus:
queerrilla:
…i’d love to live there.
Total summer...
And another Conservative egg muffin..
‘Department of Health putting fast food companies at heart of policy on obesity, alcohol and diet-related disease’
Bahahah! Biggest joke. As if McDonald’s and KFC were keen on cutting their clients’ food consumption down.
On Saturday I made friends with this girl in a Club nearby and she seemed utterly convinced me and her flatmate would fall in deep passionate love.
Blind Date tomorrow at 5pm.
Never done this before. Whoop
My Choice
Suppose I lose you
and must then decide
whether to see you once more
and I know:
the next time
you’ll bring me ten times more sorrow
and ten times less happiness.
What would I choose?
I would be madly happy
to see you again
[Erich Fried]
October 2010
8 posts
He wasn’t even that interesting, but the souvenir of loneliness and shame has an...
– Xavier Dolan (via jeniaalexandra)
An idealist is one who, on noticing that a rose...
H. L. Mencken
I have just wasted about 4 hours of my incredibly precious life with someone I shouldn’t have even met up with. Bad human management, bad bad bad.
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The persistent mind should rest and keep its...
I got that from my mate Jesus.
September 2010
7 posts
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perichareia asked: You have a beard?? I have to say I am somewhat bursting at the seams with excitement re. our meeting in 9 DAYS.. Oh what a meeting that will be.
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My new doctor and me. Us.
I want to have sex with my new doctor. He has nice curls and scruffy stubbles. At my next appointment I’ll sneakily take a photo of him. Just how?
Or maybe I should just undress without comment.
“Bryan* is too distant and confusing, even for me”
[real name changed for reasons of privacy]
I like this. It may help me get over him.
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No post for more than two weeks. I’ve had to deal with my obsession with certain people that I’ve come across recently. It’s been utterly exhausting both for them and me.
How does a kid on ADD and other shit learn how to get rid of this?
August 2010
7 posts
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Friday night turned disastrous. I liked the opera. But no words on the after play.
Only thing you need to know, I’m a nutter.
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Going to see my friend’s play tonight. I’m well excited!
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Recently I’ve been going for guys with all sorts of mad, scatty and difficult minds. A bit like myself, just different characters. It’s possible to throw in that I take pleasure in pain but I know this isn’t quite the case. Light physical pain in sex, yes. Again, light.
But what about emotional pain? Is that not the kind that is much more significant in terms of leaving sticky...
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Is My Little Baby Going to Go Gay?
Just found this:
Handy Homo Prevention Tips For Concerned Parents With Suspect Toddlers
A parent can never act too soon in taking precautionary measures to ensure that their child will never become intoxicated with mommy’s perfume and choose to devote his life to being a prancing homo. By being both proactive and willing to inflict welts for Jesus, you can beat Satan at his own sick...
July 2010
15 posts
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Had my (amazing) house warming last Friday and now (desperately) waiting for my (lush) friend Kati (awesome photographer) to develop the (mad) photos (asap) she took (boozed up).
http://the-last-page.tumblr.com/
Thanks Kati.